Listening to: You Found Me by The Fray
Reading: My Sister Keeper
Okay heres the deal. All what I'm doing is clearing my head. I just need to get this off my throat.......
my best friend is driving my insane!!!! we hav been bff's for years and now she acting all weird. It's like i don't even now who she is anymore.
It all started when she started going out with this guy. He was 21 at the time and she was 13. Apparently they were madly in love and her lil bro caught them 2gether, then went and told her parents and they got angry and told her if they did anything, they would call the police. About a mouth later they broke up and about 1 week later she started hurting herself.
Just 10 days ago she try killing herself and her mum called the police and the police and ambulance came over and she went into hospital and was in there for 4 days.
I had no idea about any of this. She didnt even tell me about going into hospital and how she wanted 2 hurt herself. I did know is was having a hard time dealing with her parents tho.
I dont know what 2 do? I feel like I'm not even her friend anymore. Every time I try helping her all what she says is that she wants 2 die and no one is letting her do it and no one will miss her. which makes me feel like I dont mean anything to her. I don't even know if I want 2b friends with her.....
If your still reading this and hav any advice I would love 2 hear it .